Maybe it's the weather... Or maybe everything just piled up. I'm still on sick leave, probably closi…

Maybe it's the weather... Or maybe everything just piled up. I'm still on sick leave, probably closing it tomorrow. Haven't been to work for a month, got sick after vacation and that's it. I keep thinking: should I quit or not, that's a 40k budget cut. But I'm the only one on shift, the team is gone 🕷️🐀🪱, and there's a ton of work. They aren't fixing our AC, the printer was taken away, it's dusty and stuffy. Night shifts with my husband, the demands are brutal. They'll probably schedule me for shifts where they're short-staffed, but how they'll pay for it is unknown. Now another person from work has gotten chummy with my neighbor, I told you about her once. She's like in a wax museum, constantly standing by the window watching who goes where. She makes up what she doesn't know, we have mutual love, I once promised to smash her face for gossip, she seemed to have calmed down since then, but now new gossip has appeared at work. My hand still throbs. There's practically no pain now, but my fingers go numb periodically. It's constantly dark outside. It's annoying.