Hello ladies! I just want to share some worries or emotions, I'm not sure which. I had a dream today…

Hello ladies! I just want to share some worries or emotions, I'm not sure which. I had a dream today. I can't say it was a nightmare, nothing bad happened in it, but I was very scared. I've never felt such fear and vivid emotions before. I woke up from my own scream, thankfully it wasn't loud and I didn't wake anyone up. I was covered in a cold sweat. A few seconds later, I realized it was just a dream. I've never had anything like this before, especially with such a reaction. The dream showed me in some maternity hospital or clinic. They urgently called a doctor for me, who said I was about to give birth. He came from another surgery and stayed with me all night. And then the moment came: I was giving birth to a baby girl. I knew it was my daughter, my fourth child, and I was overwhelmed with emotions. I realized my husband wouldn't be happy, but I don't know why. I took the baby and found myself at home. Everything seemed fine. I named her Masha, which is strange because I never particularly liked that name. My husband came in, looked at me and the newborn, and left. Then my parents appeared. I tried to hide the baby, but why? I still don't understand. Eventually, my mom noticed and asked, "Who is this?" I said, "My daughter, our fourth child. I named her Masha." Mom took her in her arms, and at that moment, Irishka, my real daughter who I take to kindergarten now, ran up. The boys stood in the distance, also confused. And then it hit me: Masha needs to be raised, brought up, that it's all starting over again. The thought came: "Will I be able to do it, all over again?" And that was it... So many emotions, fear, confusion... And I woke up 🤦️ Phew....